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2010-02-20T21:45:00.000-08:00

2009-11-21T09:25:00.000-08:00

this post is short.
and is just A word.

PRETTY!

2009-10-05T05:50:00.000-07:00

congrats vivi on her 13pts l1r5, i knew she can do it. but she act humble only.
i am trying to peak at o levels. i trying very hard now.
guess what,i think i am going to stand up soon, and chase the bus.

Analogy of The Situation

2009-10-02T17:11:00.000-07:00

I was chasing for a bus one day.
While chasing, i tripped and fell.
It was painful, i carried on chasing.
It started to rain heavily, the slippery floor made me slip and fall again.
The wound gets deeper, and hurts a lot.
I stood up, and walked back to bus stop. I gave up.
However,
If the bus driver had knew that i was chasing the bus,the driver may have stopped.
And gave me chance to alight the bus.
Even if i start to chase again, will i have the chance to make the driver stop for me?

the question remains...

i want this phone!!! :

2009-10-01T04:51:00.000-07:00

alright! today was great. Yesterday slept at 5pm and woke up at 1am to study.
was very condusive.=)i am trying my best to finish all my homework by this weekend.
so that everytime a teacher give me a homework, i just have to finish it.
then can study extra, such as english,social studies,geog and my sciences.
been focusing too much on maths =) too crazy.

something sucks today.
stupid "sad curve" fringe think she funny, keep follow people.
people welcome you meh?make people pissed at you only.
stupid eye contacts.
hate it.
anyway, dora and weihsiang okay le! i so happy =)
i owe dora chocolate and 2X dollars?lol.
i better remember to bring her Cadberry chocolate tomorrow.
tomorrow is my class last P.E lesson. i will miss it a lot.
it has been a wonderful year, i hope we do well in our coming exams.

Pictures of the day:

2009-09-30T01:45:00.000-07:00

29thSeptember2009
alright, after several statements or sources, i infer that you don't welcome me.
right from the start i think you didn't count me into the clique.
however, i feel that i am in. i feel comfortable with the people.
it is when i can behave the way i am , and they do the same .
i think they really count me in =)
alright, so,I am LEFT! and Ysidora Yeo is RIGHT!
of course i don't have the right to be angry, but i definitely have the left to.
if someone pissed me off, you will really get it.
block my way, diao me. And turn to other people question why i diao you.
pro-ness. you diao me of course i diao you back, i am not a retard.
anyway! thanks dora for the wonderful recommendation on the HAMBURGER steak =))
it was delicous! grace should have eaten it! but she had omelette rice instead.
MIRACLE! both of them finish their rice =0 but was sad that sharon couldn't tag along
nevermind! there will be next time.
i enjoyed my dinner =)
however, when i reach home.
vulgars from my brother spoiled my mood.
is not that i don't like the prescence of my bro in the house.
is just that his behaviour sometimes really spoil my mood.
this few days have been tiring for me, sleeping at 8.30pm waking up at 2.30am to do some work.haha =)

30thSeptember2009
i'm sleepy and tired.
it is 4.50pm now.
and i am going to sleep in 10minutes time
and wake up at 1am! PRO!
i think i am really motivated now to do well in my coming 'O's
i swear it, although my chinese didn't get an distiction.
i will make sure i will do my best in the rest of the subjects and try to score them
oh, the "hole in the bangs" wants to compare results with people.
come on man, mai hao lian la hor!
i swear all of us will do definitely better than you in one way or another!

Pictures for 29th and 30th:

2009-09-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

i am still having the habit of clicking the group 1st when i appear online.
it is so depressing
i wish i could and i would.
sadly, i am trying very hard now.
it was the first time that wei hsiang gave me a very good advice.
"Since she like not zai hu ni, why still wait?"
well, it was a good advice, but would i heed it?
i am trying my very best to carry on what i have decided
i don't know why when i go out with my friends,i have a feeling of wanting to see her
unfortunately, always don't. no fate.
well,O level is coming already in three weeks time!
i just hope my friends and her can do well =)
all the best in studying now.
i love you all loads.

Pic of the day:

2009-09-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

congrats Louis Hamilton for winning the F1 singapore night race 2009!!!
WOHOO!!!
good night everybody~!

2009-09-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

Thanks my friend who celebrated my birthday at pizzahut (TM) today =)
i'm really really suprised with the suprise!
i'm touched,happy and contented!
it wasn't 4 person who celebrated my birthday, but was FIVE!
thanks alot.
Most Beautiful Cake i ever had =)
i love you all loads! <3

2009-09-21T06:48:00.001-07:00

i will like to thank all who wished me a happy birthday!
though i didn't recieve the message that i wanted,
overall i am still very happy.
thanks my friends!
i don't know whether i can do it or not, but i will try at least.
it is hard, but i still love So Nyeo Shi Dae =)
had celebration at T1 SayCheese with wei hsiang and zehui, thanks a lot.
on my birthday, 20th sep. i had maggie mee for dinner! cool isn't it?
i wanted to watch Man U vs Man City, so delayed family meal to today!
Hooray to Man U!
had tuition in the morning, was very tired.
after tuition went JackPlace for lunch with family.
Suprisingly, i did my situational writing on the bus when i was going parkway.
alright! here comes the fun!!!
me,grace,dora and eileen went to sharon's house!
had great time there!!
THIS IS MY FIRST TIME SEE TAEYEON ON TV!!!!! she is pretty!
omg, thanks to sharon's house KBSworld.lol.
she saw her SS501 also.
so what we had for dinner?
i cooked "egg omelette rice + spicy sausages"
everyone helped and put in an effort.
so is not I cooked.
BUT ALL!!
what a special dinner! =))
i am really very very happy!
thanks my beloved friends.

Pic of the day:

2009-09-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

Today, i went out with Kenneth Eng and Daphne!
Happy Belated Birthday Jocelyn =)
Happy Birthday Daphne =)
Two more days it will be mine.
I have a lot of wishes, i hope they can come true.
'O' levels is coming in 5weeks time, and i am starting to panic now.
That's very sad, though i feel a bit prepared,i am scared of another failure.
Failure not meaning my grades fail, but the disappointment in my hopes.
Thinking of graduation, i feel sad.
I love my friends, i hope we can still keep in touch after graduation.

I have to move on,sunday is my only time to finish my papers and study.
I shall control myself, and i swear that i will not be using the computer on that day
GEE!it's coming, haha!
everyone please work hard.
Don't do something which will make you regret later - TaeYeon

2009-09-05T05:37:00.001-07:00

Perfect!
Cinderella Man.
Good plot, good show, good ending.

i wish i can be cinderella.
at least, i know, theres a happy ending.

I'm lost

2009-09-03T09:23:00.000-07:00

i have been sick for many days - H1N1
however,i am on my way to be the healthy genson.
slacked almost everyday,feel very guilty.
so i am going to study today!!
recently,i get to know friendship problems happening elsewhere.
and i start to ponder.
actually, i do have little friends.
friends that i can rely on, talk to and really can play hard study hard kind.
i do envy people who have that.
and,i also wondered whether i have a sense of belonging.
but, i think i should have.
term 3 has gone. term4 is coming,O level is coming
i guess i must really prepare myself in the next week september holidays.
not to play, but study strategically.
i almost got hooked on to a K-Drama (cinderella man), thanks to my mum.i told myself to control.
if i get hooked on, it will be really sucks.i will not be able to concentrate on studies.
that's all.

i hope my luck changes after 20th sept.
the luck of me and you

DE-STRESSED!

2009-08-07T10:03:00.000-07:00

IN ONE AND A HALF HOUR! I DE-STRESSED!!! JIA YOU FOR TOMORROW!
EVERYDAY! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!! GENSON CAN DO IT!!! AHHHHHHHh!!!!!!
HAPPY!!!!

a post of thoughts..

2009-08-03T08:54:00.000-07:00

i suddenly hate school nowadays.
especially teachers.
i know the teachers are putting in alot of effort in helping us to get good grades.
the pressure,stress are soon taking over our forward driving force.
wouldn't there be negative resultant force, we would just stay stagnant
we got many subjects to handle.
we mend a hole of SubjectA and hole of subject B gets bigger as there are no time to mend.
why can't you all stop the rushes,speed and instead of pace(slow and steady)
ACCURACY! is better to score 7/10 not completing 3questions,while
scoring 5/10 for rushing through all questions in the given time.
i am glad that my english comprehension is improving said by ms ong.
i would like to improve more!
so please teachers,stop saying that we didn't do your homeworks.
please stop saying that we put in NO EFFORT in obtaining our grades.
it is very demoralising and disheartening.
i am not blaming the teachers.i just hope, we can find the best solution out of everything.
i regret not being what am i now at the end of last year or even the beginning of last year.

i'm perfectly fine right now!
thanks my FRIENDS! who were concerned about me today.
i will strive to achieve my target.
to YOU, i hope it ends soon. probably on the 20th september 2009

2009-07-30T06:52:00.000-07:00

tadada~
good mood today!
nothing much to post today .
i bought a yellow polo T from Uni Qlo today!haha
i'm addicted to many songs of SNSD.
especially, Etude,Genie,IntoTheNewWorld and Gee!
thats all~!

maybe..

2009-07-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

maybe we ain't friends in the first place.
maybe we ain't destinied to be one.
maybe i'm just scared.
maybe thing may go better without you.
maybe i should not think so much.
maybe i can scored good results in O levels
myabe i am just a person who no one cares
all the maybe-s...
well, i'm sorry to everyone who i treated quite cold today.
Sorry grace,sharon,dora,wei hsiang,yuan and last but not least, especially hanming.
gaahhh.
hate this feeling, it sucks, spoils all mood of mine.
but i have to face it.
thanks sharon for your listening eyes,cause you didn't hear what i said,but look what i typed.haha
really bad mood,i just don't know why. WHY!?
dammit.
i think, on that day(XXXXXX) will be the day i decide on it.
i can't let it carry on anymore.
it hurts.

blogger got problem, cannot upload pictures,dammit

2009-07-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

sad,maybe there's no chemistry.
no fate
no destiny
very sad and disappointed.
"the higher the hopes,the harder you fall"
today i think i have screwed up bio test.
today not going to post much, just hope
TAE YEON
RECOVER SOON! AND REST WELL!!!

best and last weekend.

2009-07-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

24th July!
Happy birthday WeiHsiang! hope you had fun in school and outside school.
please take good care of the hamster and hope you get whatever you wished for.
well, i went back home and then went out to study i think. forget le, STM

25th July!
This day was quite a nice and fun day!
morning went for soccer training, it wasn't too bad, and i find myself improving.
was having a plan with my brother's friend they all, to have a surprise for my bro
as his birthday is on 26thJuly. so i basically dilly dally and stop my bro from going home early.
so that they got more time to do the suprise.
they scared my bro when he is playing the com.
and my brother's face was like.. OMG! shockness, and then scolded FUCK YOU. lol
chocolate cake, too creamy.
went out with them in the evening, steamboat at eastcoast park.
after that all came to my house , and the fun started!
we played "cai quan" and loser drink absolute(peach)+ribena at the start
after ribena was used up, pure absolute was used. all started to get high.
Tian Hon best,there were only 7 players thus 14hands, and he said 15! so confidently.
and he realised it and started laughing. after a few rounds.he made a fool of himeself again.saying "FLU!" when want to say two and four, combines=flu.haha
he was drunk =x
at the end, all of us were drunk, they went home,me and my brother was shouting in room.
so after that, i GG-ed.

27th July
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIBSON KORKOR!!HAHAHAHAH
missed physical training at bedok stadium, cause of overslept(drunkness)+hangover
dam pain, went coffeebean for breakfast with family.
got home and study abit before going out with my bro to watch HP6 with delv and sl.
everything turned out fine, went ajisan for dinner at tm again with parents and bro.
and i realised something, i study little for this weekend, regretted.
going to pia again this weekday! JIA YOU GENSON! rawr.

well pictures of the day^^:

she is sick! so hope she recover soon!=)

good mood always rocks!

2009-07-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

as i promised sharon,here are the pictures:

this is the beehoon

this is beehoon gang,call the SS501

I am in good mood! so i support Bill and Sho for the day!!!

For grace:

For:Dora

AND FOR MYSELF!!MY MOTIVATION XD

sadly, i will be going school tomorrow! cause i actually feel perfectly fine right now.
mum didn't let me stay home cause of headaches xD
i gave nonsense excuses such as"we can have family breakfast tmr at market!rare thing'
she heck cared me. -.-.
she say i am hard-working boy, so must go school.lol
funny,i become good mood today.
i don't know why i keep on look forward for SS,maybe i just fall in love in it.
so pratically! i'm going to school tomorrow!wakakaka..
i hope my headaches will be gone on friday, so that i can have PE and celebrate wei hsiang birthday =D
listening compre today was tricky, haha,teacher XU messaged me.
so fun messaging her-.-
ok... prelims in 2 weeks,hope everyone is preparing just fine.
hope she did well for today LC.

tata~! i go sleep lo!

P.S:i heard something today and i am shocked.i hope i can do something about it. :(

tiredness

2009-07-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

i'm sick now, caught a flu.
feeling so terrible, but feeling better now.
maybe cause i'm tired and have not been resting well,
thus due to stress, fall sick.
i will continue to perservere
and today dora gave me an scary face, so i was scared to talk to her,
afraid that she was angry with me. But in fact! she's not xD
kk. thats all for today =)

Reflection on past few weeks...

2009-07-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

i would like to thank candice for helping me out with this blogskin =)
simple and nice.
well, 3more weeks to prelim and 13weeks to 'O'levels.
i'm pretty prepared for mathematics, both A and E.
however, other subjects are still struggling,feeling dam pathetic and sad.
the lyrics of the previous post made a huge impact on me.
i felt rather clear what am i thinking now,thus trying to work hard now.
if everthing was made known, i think, we can even be worse than strangers.
once again, many people came to ask me why i change so drastically. (look,drastically-new vocab -.-)..
well, reason being: i want to be better person
my parents kept me motivated, they bought me an iPodTouch.
really want to thank them for the trust they gave me
and i really want to do them proud by getting good results in Os.
cutting down on gaming nowadays,hardly concentrate on studies at home.
so decided to go out and study regardless alone or not.
by keeping myself relax, listening to songs from SNSD,videos of them
variety shows involving them,really gives me energy to carry on working..
especially the song by TaeYeon- If.
i just love the lyrics as it explains totally want i feel like expressing.
TaeYeon gave me a slight image of her
so will feel abit down/emo when over-think about it.
thanks for the encouragements given by my friends in school or Pri-Friends
best is need thank candice and jelene la-.- the two primary school friends who are still so close to me. study with me, console me sometimes and support me.
anyway! congrats Jelene on success in DSA-ing into MJC.

Happiness is such a hard to grab hold of,but i will perservere.

Idol:

If...

2009-07-19T00:57:00.000-07:00

Tae Yeon - If

만약에 내가 간다면 내가 다가간다면
넌 어떻게 생각할까 용기 낼 수 없고
만약에 니가 간다면 니가 떠나간다면
널 어떻게 보내야할지 자꾸 겁이 나는걸
내가 바보같아서 바라볼 수 밖에만 없는건 아마도
외면 할지도 모를 니 마음과 또 그래서 더 멀어질 사이가 될까봐
정말 바보같아서 사랑한다하지 못하는건 아마도
만남뒤에 기다리는 아픔에 슬픈 나날들이 두려워서인가봐
만약에 니가 온다면 니가 다가온다면
난 어떻게 해야만 할지 정말 알수 없는걸
내가 바보같아서 바라볼 수 밖에만 없는건 아마도
외면 할지도 모를 니 마음과 또 그래서 더 멀어질 사이가 될까봐
정말 바보같아서 사랑한다하지 못하는건 아마도
만남 뒤에 기다리는 아픔에 슬픈 나날들이 두려워서인가봐
내가 바보같아서 사랑한다하지 못하는건 아마도
만남 뒤에 기다리는 아픔에 슬픈 나날들이 두려워서인가봐

If i were to go
If i were to get close to you
What would you think?
I don’t have the courage.
If you were to go,
If you were to leave.
I don’t know how to send you away
It keeps hanging on my mind
I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
Your heart may look away from me…
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because …
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
If you were to come
To come near me.
What would i do ?
I really don’t know
Because im like a fool.
Even though i know looking is all i can do
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because…
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad
Because i’m like a fool
Even though i can’t say i love you
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.

my post of the day,content inside lyrics =)

the start of a new life

2009-06-25T09:42:00.000-07:00

i guess,i have enjoyed enough.
is time to wake up, to pursue what i want.
the change of behaviour,attitude almost all of me,is changing.
i guess,that dream of mine, is a signal.
whether good or not. it lies in my hand.
i suddenly felt that, i'm tired of being a person who cannot achieve or being top in life
i guess, this is my last chance to prove myself.
now or never.
im all out

2009-03-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

ytd went out wif 4E1 ppl, liang ying,hakim,faris,honghng,hanming,hasjmy,sharon,shiling,deska
to celebrate liang ying n hong hng birthday... thanks for inviting me though i nt same class as u al
sorry i din prepare any presents ><
ytd i had really lots of fun, long time nvr went for karaOK already..
my favourite song got ejected by hakim!! screw him.. lol
nvm..
after the singing session,i suddenly felt shag ..
im very very confuse still.. hais..
i miss my brother.. hope he doesnt faint at brunei training ><
tmr is the start of the brand new term... so worried for my SA1..
well.. tats all...

changing....

2009-03-17T09:17:00.000-07:00

I always think that attending the course for the DISC profiling course is a waste of money,however i found that i wasn't true. I guess, i changed too much and i realise my true personality. Sec2 i was 'I' personality-jokes around and have fun .. Sec3 i became 'D' a person who leads and kind of straight foward. And now, im DSC, high at S. Well, i always apparantly looks like a 'I' person in public, but i realise that i really become a SC person when im at home or when im alone.i suddenly not tend to speak up more often, because the fear of embarassment. or maybe, stress. i wan to get better results than my brother for my 'O'levels, but i have the fear of falling from a very high hopes. and then, my parents will console me again.. and i will encounter the same thing as of in PSLE. 'O' levels will be coming so soon, though i have been studying, i still have the fear of having a blank mind when i enter the examination hall, and starts to worry every single question like the past few exams, thus not getting any good results..
i haven got back my results slip, and i do not know how well or bad i performed...

through the course.. yeah... also found out that relationship is important but not urgent...
i sometimes wonder... will relationship boost my motivation on studying or is it pratically nonsense. though i have not get my answer, i have already let go the feelings of her. As it is like so impossible can? lol.. hais nvm..well.. i jus hope everyone that i love and care for.. are successful in the future.. especially the friends of mine who are taking 'O' levels this year..
all the best in studying and i hope we all do well...

loves to all ~~

2009-02-20T01:46:00.000-08:00

im so confuse right now...
i felt bad after doing some stuff..
i jus trying to do my job well...
hais...
im nt sure whether this is wat i wan it to be..

days are passing so quickly..
o level is so near >< lol..
studying so much now.. hope to get better grades..

gratz nass b div volleyball girls getting 1st in E-Zone

2009-02-11T05:59:00.000-08:00

its very long since i last post...
super stress now...
results aint gd..
though chem is improving ^^
im still struggling wif a.maths...
badminton tournament is over..
felt more relieve.. but full of regrets..
well... look forward to the future rather den thinking of past...

2008-11-16T17:51:00.000-08:00

sat morning went to the gym wif dora,grace and feimao sharon..
however.. we din go gym... met and slack around..
sharon was late... ><
at the gym dere.. met Brenda Tan..
but she is so bad! only say hello to dora..
nvr say to mie...
oh nvm.. went to dora house to change into casual clothing...
den went my house dere... on the way i go pick up sharon at the busstop...
bike a feimao on my bike.. dam hard sia!!! sweat like mad.. so went home to bathe...
after that went ri ben chun eat .. pei shan came to meet dora...

well... after that.. me , sharon n grace wenta ngee ann sec open house...
i went jus to pass candice money..
thx danny for bringing me find candice...
hii alster!! haha.. dun know u same CCA as candice sia..
saw alot of people..
a glance of her jus make me feel so happy..
anw.. after that went home lers..

at night went to ktv wif my bro n his friends..
1st time.. very fun! haha
i wanna go again~!!

2008-11-10T05:27:00.000-08:00

this few days..im jus trying to figure out.. wats wrong wif me...
why do i feel so empty..
i've watched finish 轉角*遇到愛...
its the 1st luo zhi xiang show i watched..
and is a very nice and great impact show..
after watching it..i finally can describe myself in 3 words..
lack of love
ytd was chatting wif sharonfeimao at late night...
really so nice to talk to her..
very good fren..
told her quite alot of stuff..
and she gave me lots of tips..
well... really thanks her.. for giving her listening ears..

right now..
alone at home..
thinking of wat to do..
boredom..
alone.

2008-11-09T08:01:00.000-08:00

well.. its a long time since i last post..
well... thurs..went out wif dora,ming,fong and feimao...
felt rather happy.. den staying at home..thinking about my studies.
when is impossible for me to touch books at home..
nvm.. we went bugis.. shop shop.. walk walk
oh man! dora had a very late lunch ><.. poor thing...
thanks ppl.. who made so much impact in my life..
making me happy.. making me feel tat.. im actually not alone..

well.. friday.. went for dental appt.. nth went wrong.
except dat i hv to extract another tooth on 30th Dec..
din attend maths lesson.. so worried whether i can catch up or not..
after that went to safra to play pool...and bowling..
im unlucky on tat day..
anyway.. showed dem some stupid curl ball.. and it actually help me put down quite lots of pins..
played 2 rounds of pool.. so confident dat i will win.. but lost both..

so dam bored now...
nth special during holis..
everyday staring at the cold-blooded computer..
tempting me everyday..
watch Love at Corner everyday...
well.. love.. wats love?
a thing dat makes ppl feel sad and miserable..

really wanna thank those ppl.. who make me laugh n smile everyday...
friends n family...
nth is better den hving ur accompany..
i guess...
a glance of u makes me happy..
but whether still like you..its another thing...

2008-10-07T01:15:00.000-07:00

its so unbearable to sent u off...
cried in the car..
even when i hugged u n say bb..
i hv to control my tears..
not to let u worry..
hope the 23days fly...
bye kor..
gonna miss u so much..

2008-09-26T09:01:00.000-07:00

1.The person who tagged/pass you is?
CALINE~!

2. Your relationship with him/her?
She is my dearest sister!

3. Your five impressions of him/her ?
Crazy,Pretty,Hardworking,Capable,Cute!

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
not sure.?errr... she makes me laugh? cos shes always crazy..

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
dunno leh!? ahaha... guess when she says that im nice? haha

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will?
hpmm.. she wont be? cos she is my dearest mei mei!

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
i already said she wont be.. dammiit! and she can improve on being more crazy! xD

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
i will cry..sob sob T.T.. but she will not derh lars!

9.reason will be?
she is my dearest mei -.-.. i repeat how many times liao

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
help her out in her EOY exams.. to help her get into the class of her choice!

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
not sure.. cos i changed alot...

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
dunno..

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
being too stupid to believe dogs..

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
scoring top 10 in class and level... will it come true? o.O

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
i love u people.. thanks and may genson bless u all.. haha

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1)Kenneth Eng
2)Vanessa
3)Yuan ting
4)Joan
5)Gibson Kor Kor =]
6)candice
7)jelene
8)sheau jing
9)chee hean
10)vivi tan (cai fei fei)

18. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
i dunno? now in different schools.. haha

19. Is number 9 male or female?
male.. but can be female sometimes..

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
er.. will not.. cos they not les.. if it is.. i will laugh!..

21. What is number 2 studying about?
Sec3 EOY... shes struggling now?haha

22. What kind of band does number 8 like?
i dunno leh! nvr ask her b4...

23. Does number 1 have any siblings?
yeah.. got a bro call Joeseph

24. Will you woo no. 3?
oh pls.. i wun.. she my best fren.. call PENGUIN!

25. How about number 7?
common! shes my old fren.. 10yrs of frenship wor..hehe.. i wont...

26. Is number 4 single?
ya.. but currently she like someboday.. ERHEM!

27. What is the surname of number 5?
Teo -.-

28. What's the hobby of number 10?
watching anime.. especially hentai?xD

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well?
err.. no? 5 is my bro... and he only see b4 9's picture.. dey nvr tok b4 also...

30. Where is number 2 studying at?
Bedok green class 3/3

31. Talk something casually about number one.
emo bro!.. cheer up boi...

32. Where does number 9 live at?
BEDOK

33. What colour does number 4 like?
blue...

34. Are number 5 and number 1 best friends?
not best friends.. but they are friends.. they dota together.. haha

35. Does number 1 have any pets?
nope..

36. Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
if she is.. den im the best in the world XD

37. What is number 6 doing now?
sleeping i guess.. xD nitez zzZ

END!

thats all =D bye all...

19,20,21th SEPTEMBER 2008

2008-09-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

i shall update my blog about last week stuff..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN JIE! 1ST sep
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL!17TH sep
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Daphne! 17th sep -the sms was a sms dat i sent.. not anyone else..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALINE MEI MEI! 25TH sep
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELENE!10YRS FRIEND! 26TH sep
probably the most memorable days in my life!

19th sep
was the same.. go to school same timing..
recieve a call from farhan to collect something for him at back gate..
pratically i tought that i will be late.. but i reached in time..
he gave me a birthday present..
den chee hean and his same idea...asked the councillors to sing me a bdae song..
when it is RAINING! it was so inconsiderate of him.. haha..jkjk xD
really thanks for his efforts though...
many things happen on the month of september..
i dont wanna rake up the past though.. looking forward to the future

20th sep-MY BIRTHDAY!
had morning physics lessson wif mrs quek..
all sabo me...
tell mrs quek is my bdae... den keep get disturb by her..
though i got big authority to sabo ppl to answer questions.. hahahah
grace asked the class to sing me bdae song.. lol.. soft? but appreciated it...
after lessons...mrs quek tell me to follow her to staff room...
she gave me chocs (italy chocs) wow.. haha... thanks her too!
shes a great teacher who teaches well and make me like physics..
well, i received a present.. from DORA! haha.. thanks for the chocolates...
hope we could be better friends than last time cos of small misunderstandings.. haha
after physics lessons.. went to tampines mall wif grace,sharon,sylvia and weihsiang..den hanming come meet us...
they treat me pastamania!... so i jus ordered those expensive pasta... haha.. delicious ones!
they gave me a lot of surprise.. they bought me spongebob,tigger and a keychain...
small little things that i appreiciate much..
the best surprise was .. they even bought me a birthday cake and sang the bdae song in pastamania.. so PS ><
haha.. nvrmind.. really love them lots... *MUACKS*
after lunch.. me and ming cab down to SSC(Singapore Sports Council) for the YTSA event..
celebrating the medals of the paralympics..
we had to set up the banners on the hippo bus.. blow balloons.. and stuff..
set off to the city area!.. the destination point was at cineleisure..
had many cheers .. shout until like no voice like tat...
when we were able to rest...i was actually falling aslp..
and then the YTSA seniors and members celebrated my birthday.. using donut and the buffet cakes..
thx them.. was shocked lor..chee hean big mouth lar.. go tell them..
after the event.. had a video shot.. and now is on the advertisement... look out for me!
im at the left side of the tv.. haha...
after that.. wanted to go play lan at the chamber room.. but all the room were occupied... so all of us head back home..

21st Sep
as usual.. went to parkway..
bought caline's birthday present.. haha..
she had difficulty carrying back home ytd..cos she got loads of present..
had dinner at home and celebrate my birthday again..actually invited my frens.. end up john and kenn come only..
but john left cos of joc..cant blame him also lar.. see him so emo.. only joc can cheer him up..
stay also may spoil my mood nia..
forget it..
cake was chocolate.. dam thick.. diao diao~!
played some dota wif kenn.. den he go back home liaos.. bro went back camp..
alone at home again...

*Pictures will be up soon =)*

Sorry zehui.. lost ur bottle within 2 days..
sad.
not on purpose...

-i jus want everything to go.settle once and for all... i dont wan this to carry on..accept my apology pls..lets jus be frens once again.. sorry for all the unhappiness caused..

2008-08-01T19:38:00.000-07:00

hanming and chenchi and doreamon
me and chenchi again!
Asiasoft Game Fest
The Brothers

mine and edwin's visitor pass
Aiport send off
our mrt!

me,chenchi and DOREAMON!

me &chenchi outside toy shop

alrite.. ytd was ok..
get back physics test result.. quite happy luh... after so many c6 results..
finally got a A1...
took A.Maths test.. but 4 marks gone ler.. nvm..i got confidence i can get A1.. lalala
E.maths test.. dun wish to talk about it.. most disappointed
after schl actually wanna go eat lunch wif caline mei and kenn...
bus came slow.. so go back schl...
played basketball.. lalala.. off form though...
went for xiao yuan kai jiang.. lawl...
many stupid stuff... den the Zhuang keep on giv black face.. so irritating
alot of funny replies...
oh yeah.. council room is gone.. sadded... hais...
after school went home and change to go Singapore Sports Council..
to meet XinYu..zzz.. me and edwin finish KFC meal.. had 2 refills...
and she is 40mins late.. but nvm... she came down by cab..
so forgive her lors.. lawl...
went inside the SSC office.. so cool..
did admin work there.. called ppl whether they r coming today's event.. so much fun inside..
ZAP! wakkak.. nvm
xinyu.. thanx for prank calling me lor!...

today event was fun to the max...
do some cheers... wohoo.. i m soo early.. 4.15 i reached airport le..
ya.. today is the send off for the TeamSingapore to beijing olympics...
darren almost brought his whole school lors.. gayness...
den the cheer not bad lar.. melvin so dam high!.. siao one...
after sending off.. theres buffet..
food so nice.. den we keep eating...
help to clear up everything ....
u know.. guys always do those hard stuff.. lmao...
but yeah.. enjoy the time barh...
after everything... took train back home.. in the train.. we all was like blend inside the train...
cos our shirt is orange.. den the seats also orange.. lmao..

went to Meridian Junior College for the 4th College Day...

my bro got the chior award...

he is handsome.. wohoo! haha

after he got the award.. starting to feel sleepy.

cos boring marhs...

after the College Day... he went out wif his frens...

i went to suntec for the hardrock cafe thingy..

lol... bought a same phone hook thingy...

*PEACE*

took alot pics lar...

went to marina square to see the asiasoft game fest...

omg!

ex bgssian won the auditionSEA! omg..

champioN!...

OUR FREN!

500US dollar.. xiao gina!

pro sio!

haha..

and now.. im back at home ^^

PHOTOS!:

me @ SSC office!

Me & Edwin in side OFFice..

2008-07-31T05:30:00.001-07:00

oh.. finally had the time to change to a new skin...
life is kinda better now...
quieter...
someone ask me today... why i hv become quieter...
well.. i tink i dunno why too.. hahs
ytd some1 said that i have changed alot.. and is positive..
im not lying.. but u tink it is.. den keep to urself..

life hv changed for me...
becoming more and more stressful...
studies not really good now...
been very emo cos of results...
but im studying so hard now..
i cant flunk tml's A.Maths test..

anyway... OBS was fun.. starting to miss everyone.. gain more friendship in it...
really hope i can be alot happier now...
lol...
that day during bio class..
had a chat wif Wei Hsieng..
so funny wor..
talking to each other about ideal girl and boy..
oh ya! wif sharon also..
haha..
enjoy the time when im so happy...
laughing like mad...

looking forward to Next Friday.. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! woohoo...
lastly.. i wan wish my bro.. Gibby a happy birthday! lala.. belated 1 lar...lmao xD

2008-06-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

hpmm..
day by day.. im jus planning..for the nxt day..but not the future..
starting to hate my secondary schl life..
so hoping to graduate so soon.. but i have to stay wif such a lonely life for another 1 year or so..
clique are gonna graduate(kenn,farhan)...
i jus dunno wad will happen to me nxt year..
somethings cant be assured..
i dun really rely on my frens in council.. or even my "siblings"..
they got their own cliques....

frens are bound to leave me one day.. (kate.. farewell.. bon voyage)
and also.. ******* who may leave me end of the year...

often ppl always say to plan for the future..
but i jus cant..
i jus hope that i could graduate out of secondary schl life..
and start afresh in JC/Poly..

im getting more and more tense/stress/tired of everything.
such as.. relationships,frenships,council,

i really hope wad im thinking or predicting now will not happen..
it will be a total nightmare..
please.. really hope it doesnt happen..

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tml is the last day of SYF... mood should be more high..
but...my mood jus keep on went down..
and many things jus happen..and pulled me down..
whose there to even counsell me and confont me.. (thx yuan for the counselling..)
after all... im feeling more and more lonely...

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last of all.. im gonna wish Zakiah a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! stay happy! woohoo.. and be the most drama queen ever!

2008-06-25T07:01:00.001-07:00

today.. syf sucks to the core...
sec1s dunno how to behave.. causing so much trouble..
fell even b4 the performance while running in.. OMGosh..
mood totally all spoiled...
performace sucks..
reputation went down..
so sorry to Mr.Gerald and Ms Jacky...
poor show by BGSS... though is a rehearsal..
every one of them is important...

when there r true frens.. cherish them..
dun regret when they leave u...
u have been the best fren in maplesea..
n noone can replace u...
please do takkiare and hoping to see u again soon..
bye kate.. hope to see u soon.. im really regretting for leaving maplesea..

All the best Kate for ur future...

2008-06-24T06:26:00.001-07:00

suddenly feel that.. i can and should giv up on her..
better hope so too..
SYF.. wohoo!
rawks..
fun.. lalala...
getting more and more happy now..

2008-06-22T06:28:00.000-07:00

wohoo! today's amazing race.. i could say was a great success?
no tuition..
went to eat at Burger King(bedok) lunch..
with many jokes.. shooting ice around.. razy started it 1st.. lawl..
went to library after that..
we were laughing since we went in...
razy was telling me.. lets try saying: " LIBRIANS OI!" LAWL!.. we started laughing like mad.
everyone was looking at us..
went we exited.. caline,farhan and razy exited by the main exit..
they taught im exiting from there also..
planned to scare..
but instead.. i took another exit and went behind them...
caline was shocked and some sort fell!
heat the glass of the library..
started shaking and alarmed the ppl inside.. we ran.. LAWL!

went tm and shop for present..
HEART PAIN!
argh...
went to watch The Happening...
-.- ending totally no link.. wateverzxszxszxs
but the suiciding and blood were so god damn cooL! haha..
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CaLiNe: thanks mei.. for really making me laugh.. its a long time i had so much laughter.. love u lots for being so high and affected me.. today i really very happy.. so long nvr so high and happy lers.. enjoy our 1st movie=]

FaRhAn:thanks bro for bringing me out to hv lunch and stuff.. looking forward for my b.dae present.. i am willing to pay 20bucks for u.. den u pay the rest!

RaZy:ERHEM! flower shirt girl? red skirt girl? black shirt girl? WHICH ONE!? haha.. so horny today.. and all of ur nonsense in library -.-

loves CaLiNe,FaRhaN

2008-06-18T06:47:00.000-07:00

today.. happy start..
unhappy ending..

went soccer wif frens.. okook lar.. mood still dere.. 20-17.. lost..
1st to reach 20 win..
long time no exercise.. shiok..

went to schl for syf later on..
costume! hmm.. not bad.. i wear till quite childish.. said by joan.. haha..
she got her small eeyore wif mohog hairstyle..quite cool

after syf.. went makan wif farhan and jane and her frens+anqi..
great... stupidly fooled by dem...
nice huh..
WOHOO! feelings got cheated/played...

wads LOVE?!? is a fcking shit thats troubles ppl...
when ppl concede true love.. ppl return u fucking shit back...
dunno oledi...

im crapped out.. no mood joke.. no mood play.. no mood use com..
spamming all my keyboards now..

im so bloody STUPID! stupid as a pig...

2008-06-15T06:07:00.000-07:00

just finish camp today.. Young Team Singapore Ambassador Camp!
oh yeah.. great time there.. RAMBUTAN DAVE! haha...my hairy instructor..
he is nice.. funny.. and cute!..
made alot of frens..
Max =) sadded.. phone crack on last day..
Jie Rong =) the...SMACK my butt 1.. great job defeating RI!
Toby=] OH NO! MONSTER!!! AHAHAH
Darren & Andrew..
sandra... the siao 1.. anyhow scream de..
mian rui... dora the explorer.. haha.. look like jane wor..
but jane down there.. erm..BHB.. jus becos i say she look like her..
jane say mian rui cute and pretty(true).. but she is kinda saying her self.. ERHEM
my group is nice..

suddenly...i felt something... i got lesser and lesser ppl to share my stuff wif...
dun wan to disturb Yt.. as she has her own stuff..
or.. shall i say... i got noone?
keeping inside my heart is it better? or wad.. i dont know..
i maybe happy outside.. but.. hais...

takkaire kenneth kor.. rest well and recover fast!

2008-06-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

today my cous(jeroen) came to my house.. haha... fun.. play maple tgt..
*CHILDISH* haha.. wateverzxszxs...
accompanying him is really something i really want to do.. he is always alone at home...
haha.. time to leave him.. i need go out for amazing race stuff...

went out wif 2 CHIOBUs.. omg...
1 is caline mei.. 1 is zakiah...
they went shopping at bugis.. den come bedok do the amazing race stuff -.-..
tats why wear till so nice..
lol.. zakiah's paperbag got a hole..
scared.. search for her PRECIOUS neoprint.. couldnt find it..
caline went back track.. ahaha.. cant find it..
zakiah ransack everything from her shopping bag..
after a few mins.. called caline...OMG!
nvr pick up call... caline kena kidnapped?
zakiah still say.. dun care! i wan my precious neoprint .. dat cost 11bucks..
caline worth..errr $1000? haha... at last i caline again.. den she pick up -.-..
worry us worzxs..
zakiah ransck everything again... -.-..silly her.. found inside her foolscape...

everything goes on.. went to mac.. den no pen...
do everything on phone lor.. tats it..

u r missed!

2008-05-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

oh.. i finally how jane felt...
when bastards spreads ur secret..
use ur secret to threaten u...
backstabbing u...
i really felt that..anger..sadness..
so wad if u r cleverer den me?
so wad if u r richer den me?
act as if dam humble... but actually a fucking bastard..

im dam fucking angry...
u pisses me off...

camp.. was ok.. except for campfire..
lousiest campfire performance ever done for me...
crapp...

im speechless.. more camps coming... more activites...OBS!

u r missed during the 3 days.....

2008-05-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

THE QUIZ-ZERROO

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged By: Caline Mei

If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
Ans: I will be pissed off... and maybe.. after a breakup.. may not be even friends...

If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans:Dreams will be turn out opposite in reality... i believe in goals...

What will your dream wedding to be like?
Ans:Simple.. nice.. as long my wife is happy =) ahahah

Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Ans: yeah.. i dunno wad will happen next...

What's your ideal lover like?
Ans: cute..active... nice... lame.. someone who can make me smile... and happy

Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ans: both... but loving someone that doesnt love u really hurts...

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans:till the feeling fades... which happened to me..

If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
Ans: wait for her slowly.. or wish her happiness

Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
Ans:yeah.. troubled....its jus so unwillingly that i dunno how to talk to her when she talks to me... but i have greats bro and sis and fren that stand by me.. Kenn,Farhan,Caline,Daphne,Yuan.. and the lame 1 jane..

Is being tagged fun?
Ans: dunno... nice tag will be happy.. lousy tags.. i ignore..

How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Ans: HANDSOME! lo... jkjk xD dunno.. i dun predict future...

Who are currently most important people to you?
Ans: Kenneth,Daphne,Farhan,Caline,Jane,Family,Yuan,Jocelyn

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Ans: lame... some 1 close to me?

Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
Ans: MARRIED AND RICH! non of the above...

What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: thinking who will make me happy on that day...

Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: Definitely :D

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: Do simulaneous equation... lol xD ...Give yourself time and think who is the right 1... and who really treat u the best.. and u treat that person the best..

What type of friends do you like?
Ans: Fun.. lame... cute... nice... ppl like : Kenn,jane,daph,caline,farhan...

Will u choose a girl who likes you or a girl whom u like?
Ans: Best is... a girl who likes me and i like her =].. great huh!

What type of friends do you dislike?
Ans: Bastard... PSK... assholes... backstabbers...

6 people to be tagged;--------
-Caline (dearest mei)
-Kenneth ENG (emo kor)
-Daphne (er jie)
-Jane (naughty girl)
-Farhan ( brother ^^)
-Jocelyn ( DA JIE!)

cant stop thinking of eu...

2008-05-14T05:29:00.001-07:00

oh.. failed social studies.. die? heck care larh...
bad day...
had PE.. hand ball.. my team basically nvr lost 1? wohoo... is like the champion..
but very fucked up..
frens are for wad?
wad are true frens?
share secrets wif them.. they threaten me when they hav to use it...
making stupid messages... which are not sent by me.. and they put my name..

speechless..................
lonely....

Caline:need my maths tution ? haha

2008-05-13T06:18:00.000-07:00

today got back most of my results... shall show u the overview =D

EL- 56.7/100
CL- 53/100 (wohoo? passed!)
Maths- 78/100 (wohoo? nah.. disappointed)
A.Maths- 64/100 (shit! 1 more to b3)
Biology- 64/100 (another shit! 1 more to b3)
Science- 70/100 --> Physics-49/70 and Chemistry 49/70...
(thanks to kenn for his GOOD tutoring.. cant blieve chem get distiction)
Combine Human- ?/100
-Geog 23/40... (die? at least passed.. heng!)

kind of satisfied wif my results.. though nt up to my expectation... hais...

today went out wif Kenn,Farhan bro, Jian Yu and JaNe for dinner... same thing.. eat roti prata.
jane nvr eat... scared fat... xD...
kenn waste food... nvr eat finish
farhan eat too little.. 1 piece of kosong...
i eat the average 1... 1 kosong 1 toloh! wohoo

saw jian yu's poly fren.. dam funny.. haha!..
dey dam high? jy is crazy larh!

went to arcade after dinner..
paiseh.. psed Jane.. too bad.. weear uniform cannot go in...
so she went home..
jian yu joined his frens..
me kenn and farhan went arcard... max tune about 8-10 dollars...
lol.. i keep losing? hais.. too lousy...
after that went popular and stuff and went home lers...

Kenn: Stay happy! lalala.. thats the zoo keeper/bro i wan!
Farhan: U r so high! siaoed... lol... rich fellow...
Jian Yu: Rest well man... hope u recover soon..
Jane: Dun wear uniform come out next time... haha!
Caline Mei: rest well... dun fall sick agains.. cheer up... dun bother too much for ur results>< and.. dun cry lerhx... anything i can help i will help.. kor very good derhx! hehe ^^

pissed... after the whole day.. last part spoils my day... parents scold me for high Hp bills.. due to high smses... last time i outgoing tio scolding.. now outgoing no problem.. i message only.. they scold.. so fck up.. pissedd....

2008-05-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

erm... today collect 2 major papers.. which i hope to get A1
Disappointment... Maths A1... Physics cant ler.. sian...
lalala... i was 1 of the pass in the class although 3/4 of my class failed..
fren angry wif me...
had syf today...
kinda bored... a few new steps...EASY! lalala...
though i got A1 for my maths.. not satisfied... hais...

today talked to yt and daph in the morning.. realise many things had changed... hais...
how how? worried bout lots of things... glad to see my bro abit ok ler... thats great...

mei... dun worry... u will improve and get ur A1 de... dun stress urself up...
u can do it!... also u take care lar.. always hear u not feeling well... will worried de u noe!
anyway.. slowly search ur wallet...

day by day.... getting more and more boring... now already like tat... next year how??? w/o kenn and farhan bro... piece of boring life of mine....

2008-05-11T06:46:00.001-07:00

everything is my wrong...
got fed up...
pissed....
only some ppl know wad im trying to do... the rest dun...
wad to do?
outings make me happy for moment.. in my heart.. sadness fills 70% of it...
wash hands...
nothing to say...
speechless...
watever i say.. is wrong.. so dun listen to me
they jus dun get wad i meant....

thanks to those who know... and lent me a listening ear...

2008-04-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

im disappointed...

today i went to chalet... wif kenneth,johnathon,farhan, jane and vanessai... having quite a lot of fun... until the ending part.. i din enjoy it at all..really.. was so disappointed

i met kenneth, caline mei and jane at tm.. to buy cake .. haha... was walking around.. den soon later... caline left for tution.. so sad... den i go home change to short pants and t-shirt as i was wearing skinnies and polo tee..den felt funny...

my dad fetched me kenneth and jane go chalet.. lol... went to walk walk at downtown east.. they see the horse thing and kenneth started being horny... lol...we went to the Cathay there also.. many shops haven open.. actually wanted to bowl.. but not open.. den they watching midnight show.. i cant stay overnight.. all of them stay over,.. hais..met sai at downtown east there... "Your'e the one!" haha...

went to kenneth's house.. play 1 round of dota.. dne they go bullie jane.. make her hair like crazy.. shall post the pics soon.. haha from kenneth's house.. me jon and farhan went to watch soccer (Man U vs Chelsea) at kopitiam... dam dulan during the match.. "CB!... GO HOME SLP LAR!" haha.. tats wad i shouted....no choice.. man U lost 2-1... they have to win wigan and west ham to get EPL title...called Kang Jun and scolded him for no reasons to vent my anger.. lol...

went back to chalet to eat... my pissed off time came... nvrmind if u dun get it.. at least.. farhan knew everything.. and understood my feelings.. thanks farhan.. u r the best... got to go home from chalet soon... so bored..bad mood... den all those things make me feel irritated... eating prawns and food facing back them... went out of the room... talked to farhan.. really needa thank farhan =D.... tats all for today.. im pissed off....

im confused

2008-04-12T07:20:00.000-07:00

everyday.. im waiting for ur answer... hoping to be a good news... i dun noe how long i hv to wait.. but i relly will wait..

going out wif u.. makes me happy.. but sometimes.. u like dun wan talk to me or reply my message.. hais.. maybe u shy.. dun wan to force u or rush u like tat.. slowly think ba xD... lolz... hope u r resting well pig.. haha..

do miss koking ur head.. lolz ... *KOK UR HEAD* hahs =D

2008-03-30T07:17:00.001-07:00

everyday, i try to keep myself busy... if there are events in schl.. i will stay and help... is not that i hate home... but when i reach home.. tv and coms tempt me to not study...i hv been failing A.Maths... which i dun like it.. home w/o my bro is completely shit...i finally realise that... he is serving NS, but he seems not to like it.. it really hurt me... i feel very bored at home... den i will sms my mei for fun... she say i 24hr boredness... maybe is true... my life is pathetic.... great frens are jus wif u for a few hours a day, the rest of the day.. u will suddenly feel bored.....

lately,i have been troubled by 2 things, my studies and something else... when i play com till bored.. lately i feel like studying.. and i studied... i hope this carries on... but something really keeps my mind busy... thinking of her.. and really hurting me lots... but nothing can be help.. she jus treat me as good fren? or even jus fren... i cant do anything about it.. i only can wait and wait.. till i breakdown.. hoping dat i hv head concussion and forget her... but it will nvr happen... i can only blame myself for zi zuo duo qing... i cant blame others... being together or not...i dunno.. i cant predict future...but i jus love her... though is hurting me..

i suddenly feel dat i have changed... changed to another person who ppl does not like.... since i become the vp... i felt that i hv changed... changed till become not a easy-going person... getting pissed off easily... i dont wan this kinda thing... but yet.. when i ask yuan.. she said i hv changed abit... it really sadden me... i dun wan to be a person who ppl hate.. i dun like it... i jus really hope that exams come real soon.. keeping me busy is the best! is lucky for me that i hv best frens beside me.. supporting me... hais...

sorry for not updating the blog so often...

is there true love? hen qi dai ni jie shou wo de ai....

EMO KIA,
loves u truly

2008-01-28T03:13:00.001-08:00

26/1/08
Hais.. today morning went to meet yt and went schl together.. was like kinda sleepy... den.. our coach Ernest was so horny... he horny wif our classmates.. lolz... so fun... after profiling... i found out myself that i change from I to D leh... hais.. joan influence me too much le lar....after schl... i went gym wif grace... wth... tired bodoh... was like panting... but quite fun also... every sat i am going there! ... tats all for saturday

27/1/08
today song sia.. went our wif sheau jing,joan and hanming.. went bugis to shop for newyear clothes and watch movie... actually wanted watch one missed call.. but end up dun hv... den cloverfield too late.. so went to watch 27dresses... so fun can... but stupid han ming.. 1 large popcorn... he topple the whole thing and the popcorn left wif 1/4 only... dotzzz... den eat finish the popcorn.. got the big bucket... den when got kissing scene or wad... we put the bucket and cover joan... cos NC16... she too small to watch.. lol.. after that went to take neoprint.. haha... i bought a NEWBIE PINK shirt... lucky i bought it.. was the last piece lor! so lucky...we went pastamania to hv our dinner... guess wad.. joan and sheau jing eat the slowest.. but is the 1st time joan eat finish... lol... we take MRT go home afterwards.. we squeeze like hell man... i almost fell.. i hope 17th feb de outing will be more fun =) im done blogging le.. haha...

EMO kia,
genson... loves eu truly

2008-01-25T05:52:00.001-08:00

wohooo! today rawks can? haha... today school ends early... ends at 11.15... due to good O levels results ... wakakakka.... in school... nothing much lor.. normal lor.. BUT GOT SPOT CHECK ON COUNCILLORS! haha.. lucky i nvr hv untidy attire.. or improper attire... oh great... in the morning.. the "clever" joan tell me go schl so early.. she late... den somemore make me wait at GO so long.. she enter schl at back gate... damm clever man!

after schl... one big group of us went to alwinson's dad funeral...from about 12-2.30pm... we were folding incense papers... so cool... den our hands were like "bleeding"... den we eat lunch at blk 802... we tempted wei hsieng.. cos he cant eat those stuff dat we eat... he under allergy.. so sad... haha...

at night... i went to pasir ris to fetch my bro home.. he came back from NS... after 2weeks.. botak so cute! lol... so much darker and fitter now... i cant wait to go NS... so shiok.. lmao... i hugged him tightly when i saw him...i missed him much... haha.. going supper soon.. tata...

looking forward for outing on Sunday =)

emo kia,
genson...love u truly

2008-01-24T03:37:00.000-08:00

wohooo... today BGSS badminton B . Division defeated Pasir Ris Sec wif a score of 3-2... haha... me, ji hao,edwin,si hao and farhan won! ahah... so happy... nxt match against tampines.. aiyo... GG.. sure tio own.. but got to try our best... today in class.. so little lessons... and also... mr sarbene getting more and more sick.. getting more and more fuN! haha... all those prostitude and stuff.. lolz... had a great day... grats to all top scorers for O levels in my schl.. haha...

rachelle nuer.. dun sad k?mama will be wif u... dun emo and sad >.<

emo kia,
genson... loves eu truly

2008-01-23T05:14:00.000-08:00

i must thank my nuer (rachelle) who helped me in this brand new blog... yeah... today had badminton... wa sian budoh... i win 2 matches.. lose so many.. den is like i buey song lor.. also PE lessons was boring.. i 1 person solo 6points.. help my group win.. see i so pro.. lolz... haha... den play volley ball till my hand pain lors... sian diao... den ben nvr come schl.. so sian... haha... tml got tournament .. hope we defeat Pasir Ris Sec... BGSS Badminton ALL THE WAY~!

EMO kid,
Genson... loves eu terribly

2008-01-22T05:35:00.000-08:00

papa , i post to view th template .no offence